Awakening
It feels as though the entire universe has opened up to me. It suddenly feels quite small. As if it will all fit in the palm of my hand. All of it within my grasp. Moreso than the buying and accumulating of stuff and shiny pretty things, the underlining feeling of confidence is just intoxicating. Who knew it was this simple? Who knew the struggle doesnt really bring you anywhere you want to go? The absolute lies we are told through our whole lives. Having been taught at religious schools and all the crap we are told from such a young age... its amazing we get out of it with any self worth. In that sense, I feel deeply proud of myself. Of who I have become, who I continue to be and who I am. All existing in the now. First priority is find a new home. I have seen a few ones I wish to view that look like they will be a great primary residence for us. Fortunately, I grew up in a historic stately homes so I...